I don't have many nights like that. Nights that I just sit, think, and write.

[And yes, I miss just sitting, thinking, and writing.]

Many people guess that my journey is all about my career and success. Yes, accomplishments are my drive and my motivation. Every drop of sweat is the proof of my hard work. It's a proof of my achievements because in this country I'm a self-made woman.

But I know that this journey has always been about one thing -- l o v e.

I always wanted to give love, and receive it back. I've been heartbroken twice. I lost faith. I lost trust. I lost myself in many ways. And then you came. So strong, and so unlike my dream man. But I've learned a long time ago that we don't even know what's best for us, and you're best for me. I doubted, I didn't believe and I didn't trust. But you've showed me that I should be certain of your love, I can believe and that I need to trust. There's still a thought in the back of my head that it's too good to be true, but I'll never give up on you because you've never given up on me.