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Well...

We'll see

All day, all day long and nothing but thinking of meeting him today.

I gave myself last fucking chance, last one to talk and make everything clear.

I am so fucking scared and so fucking thrilled and so fucking full of hope that I cannot fucus on anything.

And so fucking painfull feeling of loosing what we have now.

I know it could be better but I realize it could be not as I think as well, but when I am recalling all those moments and all his words and some akward seconds I do not believe I am indifferent to him I just do not.

So please God help me today, maybe U have a different plan for me, but today please let me choose for myself.

Maybe I will regret but I won't blame U. I just really want to try, pleeeeeease! <3

Fingers crossed

Waiting for the evening <3