All My pain and thoughts 

Surprise !

Just when I thought that I could calmly turn off everything inside me,

suddenly something so unexpected happened that with each passing day I wonder how it could have happened...

And I started asking myself:

"Why now? What if it was just a very nice dream?

"What if everything suddenly disappears? "

These and many of the following questions are floating around in my head, probably because I've gotten used to being alone, which was very comfortable for me...

Either way, I started to open up, involuntarily, as if someone finally had a key that could open every closed door inside me...

It both terrifies me and excites me so damn much at the same time...

It's funny how this happened in such a short time... For the first time in my life I have the impression that something can change...

But isn't this a dream?

Ahh... time will tell and this will have to be enough for me...

"Are we hopin' for a miracle?

Starting fires 'til we're burnin' out

Are we headed for the free fall?

Are we hopin' for a miracle?

Starting fires 'til we're burnin' out

Are we headed for the free fall? (Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)

After all the smoke and mirrors, we are only saints and sinners

Waiting for afterglow

Did we take a perfect heaven, turn it into Armageddon?

Waiting for afterglow"

DaTa** out.