it makes me better. 

You can't even imagine how hard time it was....and it's still like that.

You can't do anything about that and that's the worst....

You can't have what you want, that's how it works.

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It's been a long time since I've been here last time.

have you ever had a day when you woke up and you knew it would be bad day? I have. actually really often.

Energy. School. Money. Work. Idiots. Friends. Haters. Love. Family.

It's like you're put of everything. You end up- almost with nothing.

I don't want to live like that. Please,please don't let me live like that !

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How to be good for everyone?

How to survive in this shit?

How to stay normal?

How to be yourself?

How can I handle it??

I want it to be gone.
That's all I really want.

Please....