Rim Lighting.

9th April 2013. It's so much harder talking with Sean through the phone. He says 'I miss you' , 'I love you' and I am not sure of this relationship anymore! I am really confused. This wasn't ment to happen or maybe it was ment to. I can see all of the faults in him now that he's away. Now, a month before he gets back. We did not have a date, one simple date together. And we are - how long? - almost 2 f-years together. Do you imagine not to be on a date with your own boyfriend for 2 years? Yeah, that is weird. He doesn't want to change, does he? He says he'll do it. But I do not belive he will. He lied to me - twice. Do you believe a lazy man like him could change? I've been there, I've been there and he should know how I f-feel! I just don't want to be confused anymore, ok?!