4th April 2013. The weekends get better and better. Sarah's birthday was fun, fun, fun! Met so many cool people; and also some dickheads - as always. The barn was so cold, Steven my 'Ice age: hot stuff' buddy was so cute about all of this. He's really tall, like 'wow' and busy, and I like that (He's not like Sean who does absolutely nothing). I am considering of being single for a while. I haven't been single for 2 f-years; I thought that's good but it really kills me. I thought Wayne would be a nice person to talk to but I was wrong; he doesn't even message me back - bastardo. I just need to know what I want. It'll be hard tho - I am a woman...