22nd March 2013. I've heard one big lie from him. And I noticed another. I am really confused about all of this. I feel much better when he's not around because I can focus on myself. I actually can go out because I have money and I don't have to think about his wallet. Really nevrous for the day when he'll get back. There should be a big talk, but I don't like them, and I don't know how to start. More days to come. I'll get the party started! Weekend. Thank gods.