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i love my life, i love myself, i love my memories. actually i am quite proud of them. i love crying, laughing, be ashamed and making indescribably face while i am looking at old pictures from my computer's corner. i love eddie veder's voice, amazing voice. i have learned how to love because of you my dear, you know that. but i miss old times, i miss old people, whom now i don't match. despite, i miss they whatever would happen. exactly i miss many of moments. feeling that i am appreciating now, unluckily not then. i see difference, the difference between true me and me for the people. i couldn't find good way. and now i am more wise, you helped me with my feelings, with my stupid brain. thank you with my whole heart. i was a little fool but still i am. and i got used to it. cause that's me, so please don't try to change that, don't try to pull out it from me.