So U think I don't understand any word what U say that for I, Have you ever think what you doing? I don't think so. I hate myself, it's true, U can't tell me it all time. Sometimes i think I'm great and i can do everything what I won't but sometimes I hate everything around me. I don't know why... Could U help me? No? Ok. I must do it with myself. No it's not allright it's neve been like that! I wanna sit down smoke cigarettes, drink cheap wine and thinking about all world with you... hahah i know it's funny & piteous.. But it's my dreams. I'm set off all time in my head, it bring back other things what i want to do. Maybe which day you pick me up, so I looking foroward to this... All time I'm piteous... Gosh.. Did you think about it? I wanna made it's all new friends new world new me it's industry of myself. So I must got back. Think about it thx.