sometimes i just think that many things in my life are freaking, very freaking. nothing i do makes sense. my decisions are often unreasonable. but each day i'm so proud of who i am and so grateful that i can live. i really appreciate it, no matter what. i never regret anything and i forget about whatever happens in the past. i build my own empire and i surround by perfect friends whose accept my all flaws. i also think that many people do not appreciate what they have in their life. they always calculate, they always give up and they hide especially from each other. people have to do mistakes because we all learn from our mistakes. only in this way we grow. i belive that as long as i'm uncomfortable that means i'm growing.

#14.12

all that i can think of this, we should get married.