when the dreams come true

You're tearing me apart
Crushing me inside

If I
Was to walk away
From you my love
Could I laugh again.. .?

Now I'm sure it's not a myth

Everything is possible if you want it strong enough...

I've been waiting for five long months trying to kill every last piece of hope I had.

Trying not to feel guilty for wanting what I want...

And yesterday everything I wanted to be real impacted the reality and torn me apart from the inside out..

I found my doppelganger and I can use her blood to break the curse..

The curse that suppresses my confidence and my full potential deep inside..

Now I'm not sure what should I do.

It took me months to create everything I have now but this "everything" means nothing to me after what has happened yesterday.

Something tells me that next two weeks will have a giant influence on my future..

Truth to be told I'm too paranoid to ever believe that something this beautiful and epic might happen to me so hopefully I won't get hurt.