farewell

I never wanted it to end like this...

I knew exactly what would happen if we crossed the line

And so here we are

We could have had a lot but instead we have nothing

Nothing but memories and emptiness

I shouldn't have done it on the first place

We could never have it all but that was enough for me

I'm aware of what I cannot do

That's why I can't be with anyone

And that's why the best way for me is to remain on my own forever

I wish I was normal

But the thing which is natural for others still remains my greatest nightmare.

I can't help it

It's just the way I am and I hate myself for it

I got used to moving on and leaving everything behind

But it appears she was my only friend in this bloody city

Now I'm finally all alone and this is the only solution until I figure something out...

Or maybe I no longer care and I'm better off this way

I did everything I could to have a great life but everything fell apart

So now I will do everything to turn other people's lives into misery!!!