Every time I attempt to do something that I really want and I really care about it seems like everything around me turns against my will...
Right now everything is fucked up more than ever because I dream about this girl almost every night and I can't stop thinking about her... It makes me weak. Besides I'm not able to do one thing which is obvious for everybody and for me it makes a big problem..
I tried almost everything and still it goes wrong.
I should be able to do that!
it should have worked...
there's only hatered and rage inside me.