i don't actually know what to say tbh . i would want to write in Polish but i would give up straight away .
yes , i know that it's my first language but it's starting to be harder for me to speak in it .
whenever i'm up to speak in Polish i'm afraid someone will laugh at me, in my face and i don't want that to happen !
fair enough to laugh at me but i've been away for 7 years now .
not learning alot of it made my grammar bad and i do realise , i would love to be the same as everyone .
but that's what i mean , FUCK IT !