I had given up
I didnt know who to trust
So I designed a shell
Kept me from heaven and hell
And I had hit a low
Was all I let myself know
Yeah I had locked my heart
I was imprisoned by dark
I was down for the count
i was down i was out
And I had lost it all
yes I was scared I was torn
I took to the night
Id given in to the fight
And I slipped further down
I felt like I had drowned