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1958 - nieskończoność

Dla Michaela. Here I sit deep in thought

I miss you Michael

My grieving heart

Aches so much but no one sees

This feeling buried deeply inside of me

I try to find solace to escape the pain

But peace is fleeting, joy is vain

I dont want my blues to bring folks down

So I smile and pretend until no ones around

Then ghosts of sorrow haunt me again

Why cant this heartache ever end?

I cry and cry many tears over you

Why cant they leave you alone?

Why do they continue to lie on you?

You dont deserve to be treated this way

Im tired of hearing gossip about what they say

If I could change the past

I would gladly do it for you

So you could have always smiled and never be blue

I wish I could have protected you from this cruel, cruel world

For you are more precious to me than rubies

More valuable than pearls

I am glad you are not here to see

The betrayal of those who claimed to be

Loyal friends and companions but only after fame

By being closely connected to your name

My patience for justice gets lost sometimes

I feel like I am losing my mind

Helpless to stop the medias spin

Just when you think its over, it starts again

If they would open their blind eyes and hearts

To clearly see

The brilliant, kind human being that you will always be

Nothing jaded or fabricated

Pure love in human form

I thank God often for the day that you were born

There will never be another like you

God didnt make a pair

So my grieving heart will have to wait

For heaven to forever be with you there