Ateny, luty 2016

Wracam tam za mniej niż 2 miesiące, a jeszcze nic nie mam zorganizowanego... perfect :D

A certain lightness... something has been lifted from my shoulders.

Wonderful feeling.

I finally feel at peace about work, now that I will soon be doing exactly what I wanted, and I don't have to worry for a few years about fighting with the silly Met walls.

But certain mass of positive energy seems to have come from The Loss... Feeling of freedom now that I accepted it more and stopped longing so badly? Although in the end I don't feel like taking advantage of being able to do what I want without upsetting anyone, it still has provided me with some kind of mental relaxation. I know I was absolutely itching for freedom to do certain things, but now that it's come, I feel like taking a break from this area of life altogether.

It is very heartbreaking if what I think is actually true, for obvious reasons, plus it puts an even bigger question mark over ever going back to it again, but... at the end of the day everyone has free will to do whatever they want.