i feel like talking about my feelings for the first time in ages. and its cause of you. when i met you i didnt realise how important you will be. youre the only reason for my existence. i feel like ive known you whole my life, i love when you smile and my heart races even more when i make you smile. it hurts when its not your name that comes up on my phone and i so fucking miss you every minute. when i lay slepleessly in bed at night i wish you were here, by my side. i wish i could cuddle up in your arms and never let go.i wish i had the guts to tell you all that too.