You're loser in yours own game. By the way,you lose it control of mind. Suddenly just you will leave your life behind each other. you want killing all feelings in yourself. You don't feel nothing. This is like slowly wait for changes, but the true is different - you know will not be more changes If you can't found your full of power in head. This is fight with yourself. And Champion never give up!// Ja. Albo nie.