But I didnt really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted and then losing it to know what true freedom is
When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I had been living, they asked me why. But theres no use in talking to people who have a home, they have no idea what its like to seek safety in other people, for home to be wherever you lie your head
I was always an unusual girl, my mother told me I had a chameleon soul. No moral compass pointing due north, no fixed personality. Just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean

I was born to be the other woman

I belonged to no one who belonged to everyone, who had nothing, who wanted everything with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldnt even talk about, and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me

Don't leave me now

I've got a war in my mind

I'm tired of feeling like I'm f*cking crazy

We had nothing to lose, nothing to gain, nothing we desired anymore except to make our lives a work of art.

Live fast, die young. Be wild and have fun. I believe in the person I want to become

Who are you? Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies? Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them? I have. I am fucking crazy, but I am free

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