przepraszam ze bede pisac po angielsku ale nie chce zeby sie smiali 

jak cos zle jest po polsku a Agi nie ma i nie moze mi poprawic co zle jest.

Anyway;

I should prolly be asleep now but I can't. There's so many thoughts on my mind.

I feel like I need to talk to someone. Someone who will understand me.

I've always wanted to:

- make a sleepover at their/my house,

- eat nutella with a big spoon,

-watch movies and cry,

-talk for so long,

- wear expensive clothers paint my nails everyday

with different colour,

- have a perfect body, a pretty face, cute smile

But you know what? I just realized that this is worthless. Like cmon,

I will never ever have what I really want. And it's not about believing in myself, 

my dreams. It's about being lucky and fighting for what you really love.

I don't wanna sound paranoic but it's true.

It makes me cry  lots of times. I don't really know what to do.

I am only a teenage girl and I already have to face some big cases.

I cannot even imagine myself in 5, 10 years from now.

This is so weird.

I don't wanna grow up. NEVER.

I wish I could stay as a 16 years old girl FOREVER.

and you? what about you?