przepraszam ze bede pisac po angielsku ale nie chce zeby sie smiali
jak cos zle jest po polsku a Agi nie ma i nie moze mi poprawic co zle jest.
Anyway;
I should prolly be asleep now but I can't. There's so many thoughts on my mind.
I feel like I need to talk to someone. Someone who will understand me.
I've always wanted to:
- make a sleepover at their/my house,
- eat nutella with a big spoon,
-watch movies and cry,
-talk for so long,
- wear expensive clothers paint my nails everyday
with different colour,
- have a perfect body, a pretty face, cute smile
But you know what? I just realized that this is worthless. Like cmon,
I will never ever have what I really want. And it's not about believing in myself,
my dreams. It's about being lucky and fighting for what you really love.
I don't wanna sound paranoic but it's true.
It makes me cry lots of times. I don't really know what to do.
I am only a teenage girl and I already have to face some big cases.
I cannot even imagine myself in 5, 10 years from now.
This is so weird.
I don't wanna grow up. NEVER.
I wish I could stay as a 16 years old girl FOREVER.
and you? what about you?