there was light before the rain began
and there was hope behind the suffering joke
lies come, lies they go, even the sun is tired
under the surfaces there is a benevolent drone
do you feel it?

so brutal when the words are on the tip of your tongue. 
so strange when your tired eyes wont shut your brain down. 

hold back the melancholy
hold back the fear
darling, its a crime

sometimes I can taste my death like a candy bar
so sweet and complete as infinity takes me
I create to keep that dog at my bearable door
Im a hologram in my egocentric universe.

youre the life but you know that the wire under you is bending
and the truth is only terrible to be, immune to everything

quiet the mind