Still reaching the bottom

Zdjęcie zrobione w piwnicy A. Przez Damiana, tak telefonem, nie jesteśmy z bananowni.

To tell a lie, is to harm
Even if intentions were warm


Love is something which you shouldnt fake
As In the end you dont know what away can it take


Really it is the worst lie to tell
Believe me or not i do know it well


have you ever asked yourself how it feels?
To hear a Word which literaly  kills?


Truth is here At the bottom of my heart
Even after its been ripped and torn apart


Do you see those tears?
Now you are gone, the worst of my fears


As Always forgotten never missed
As this is the end with a bitter twist


Never thought it will end like this
I do still remember the way you used to kiss


For all of it you probably don't care
for all of it, don't mind me that i dare


The fact is that i still love you most dearly
and do you love me? Even merely?


You are now off, without me, without my touch
but i guess for you it isn't that much


I do admit i cannot deal with that
loosing everything which i ever had


Please hear me cry!
You as the one who let me reach the sky!
As i keep dying but i cannot die!


What i am supposed to do?
Is now someone else there for you?


Is your feeling long gone?
Is there any way this can be undone?


Our every conflict, every fight
every bad day, every wrong night


I need To live with you or i am going die without
I truly regret every of your tears, every of my shout


My sorrow, it burns me deep
Is there anything dear to me what i can keep?


All of it was it just a dream, or just a trip?
No more cards to flip?

No more Pages to turn?
All what is left to me, is to cry and burn...


How long till the last breath?
How long till my very death?

Too many times i've been victim of my own feeling
My heart is being tempered but it isn't steeling

Blinded by a light of a tiny hope
just like tieing my neck with a rope

just waiting untill the execution
what i am for this world if not just a polution?

whom my words are out to reach?
lost like a survivor thrown onto the beach

Above but without a life
a dance on the edge of a knife

always ending with me being the one who's bleeding
never can find the one who i am really needing

Sometimes i feel like standing above everything and all
just waiting for myself to drop and fall

Cause no one is up to rise
their hearts like made of ice

not granted with the gift or curse
all burden which they carry is burden of their purse

and my burden is weight of my heart

As this is my lust!
Seek it i must!

This is my desire!
This is my eternal fire!

It doesn't matter if i am going to be wise or brave
all i need is to find love before the grave

Shall i fullfill my fate?
i wish to, before it is too late

My life, what is there to hate?
my road, so lonley and straight

i thought i lost you but you never were mine
this is the end, end of the line

I remember now nothing but the pain
how long i'll keep going along the wrong lane

this is all wrong!
my love, it was supposed to make me strong!

instead im the weakest of the weak
need to get drunk, it kinda does the trick

You made my life, was anything of it true? Anything of it real?
Now i am left alone with something what i cannot deal

I am a man who is broken
I am a man whose pain is unspoken

So many words, and no one wants to hear
how i can go onward when i keep standing still?

how i am supposed to keep going
if theres so much ain't knowing

for the every reason i am really afraid
every of my thoughts cloaked in a shade

except that little hope, last of the faiths
the very last of the open gates

This is my last believe
that theres something worth to live


or i am already dead and my corpse is still shambling?
Love, isn't that a gambling?

someone who will be able to grant me the greatest feelings to be gifted
only then my heart's burden can be lifted!

Dziękuje, dobranoc, mogę tu pisać wszystko, to że jestem sam, to że nie mam nikogo i to że ktoś mnie skrzywdził, że cierpie ale już nie będę wstawiał fotek z cyckami chyba.