First of all I'd like to say that the above picture/art/fan art/piece/digart/whatever-it-is does not belong to me and I hold no copyrights for it, moreover, nor any intentions of linking the above mentioned to myself or any form of my expression in drawing/painting/vectoring/photoshoping/bullshit/whatever. The author is unknown and unfamilliar to me and I have no intention of sharing thoughts/impressions/expectations with him.
I just like it :)
'Cuz it shows that everything/everyone/anything has what may be called THE OTHER. And, it all boils down to the soul... This beautifuly antagonistic in its meaning picture, or whatever it is, shows the true core of a lunatic, paranoidal, schizophrenic persona, thus, ME :)
Yes...I DO know you MIGHT be THINKING that I'm just pretending or that I'm just giving you plain bullshit. The happy news is that maybe actually I AM SELLING YOU CRAP? But wouldn't that direct you to the thought that something is wrong with me ? Doesn't it mean that when you assaign some illnesses or psycho disorders you're actually sick deep inside your fucked up mind ? That you IMAGINE shit ? Think for a second ;) WOULD a SANE man even think that he's mentally disturbed ?...Well I think he wouldn't !
At least you can be sure that I won't barge in with a chainsaw into the deparment and start slicing and dicing everyone around...for now...or that I'll run around with a gun or a katana start shooting and stabbing people...you never know. Sometimes a simple pencil may be a harbringer of destruction and madness ! And, beware...I do have a pencil.
Got a bit carried away but nevermind that, I'm sure that the font is too small and the text too long, you wouldn't bother to read this shit...what is more, even THINK about it :)
My vigour and stamina are the lowest in years, I'm exhausted both physically and mentally. Fuck-it-all attitude prevailes like a ten foot ogre over a migdet. I'm getting sick of the surroundings...this pompus and glorious march of the infertile, bleak, untrustworthy, unsettled, weak, pathetic, stupid, ignorant, proud dumb fucks who never stop boasting about their overestimated victory over others...They cannot be further from the truth than they are now :)
The truth is the true eagles, the mighty, the strong, the reasonable, the clever, the sincere, the loyal, the royal, the exceptional, the unique and the irreplaceable stay hidden...'Cuz they know that laying back, pays back... It's like on the frontlines, those who break the line...die first. And, those stupid fucks' are doing it, but the true warrior souls, the souls of the persevere shall rise to glory and live on in fame ! Sounded like a Catholic preacher but I don't mind it...
The picture above this note...I take it as a representation of me. I think there is more to me than meets the eye, but it's not the side many people are familliar to...or should be familliar to. I know you think you're also complex...I'm not denying it...but you're forgetting one thing...you're easier to see through. You MAY claim that I'm illuding people by showing myself as someone who i MAY not be...but there is a simple explaination...maybe I do not want YOU to know ME ? I'm plainly afraid of the beast inside...The Howl of a madman resonates within...
Like in war...I choose my allies carefully, I proud myself with the idea that to every person that was close to me/will be close to me/is close to me, I'm ready to give a gun to his hand and stand side by side in front of any enemy. I KNOW THEY WILL NOT RUN AWAY, I KNOW THEY ARE STRONG AND EXCEPTIONAL AND WITH PRIDE AND GLORY I CAN DIE BESIDE THEM !!
Last Samurai Soundtrack - "Red Warrior" now you know where my inspiration comes from..