nic nie może być do końca idealnie uporządkowane
polecam The Perks of Being a Wallflower, banalnie piękny
"I didn't think anyone noticed me."
"So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be"
I don't know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That's why Im trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.