Forgiveness

This is the time when I have to forgive everything that was going through all these years. That the shed blood will never return in my nightmares, and torturers will never come back before my eyes. I would like to start all over again. Forget all that was and re-live. Many things I have to tell you. Many of you have to forgive me. First of all, that I do have those moments that I want to find someone next door. But then again, I begin to believe that you see. That if I see ... I'll have you forever. But I know that it will not. I will not have you forever, although I would really like that this joke was not just a joke.

In the dark, get lost, pull me out of it. Hold my hand and Carry on up until I see the light of a new and better day. Forgiveness is the hardest thing a murderer in my life. I need your strong arm, that will never be afraid and to be able to defend themselves against what I have waiting. Because it will return ...

Please Protect me from all evil that is waiting for me ... I need you to survive

                                    IVY - Forgiveness