now i lay here waiting with the hope that i might find some sleep
i need some sleep tonight
cause ive been waiting on your call but i know it will never come 
but im still waiting by the phone

and dont you dare, dont you dare, 
say you ever loved me or even tell me that you cared 
cause you knew what you were doing and you know just what youve done
how dare you say you miss me with your spit still on his tongue
i am broken, i am beaten, im mistreated and im torn
i am cold with no direction but im lost without your warmth
im trying hard to find some hope that i might get the chance to breathe
get off my mind, give back my heart and get the fuck away from me

i know i couldnt give you much, but i know i gave my best
you were always my princess, and now hes sliding up your dress
and i know i gave the world everything ive ever had
Johnny Cash said love would burn, i never thought it'd hurt this bad

well im so tired of the rain falling softly on the ground
just enough to get my feet wet but not enough to let me drown
ive been laying in my bed wishing i had never woken
begging god to rid my head of every word youve ever spoken
broke my knuckles on the wall because i thought about the call 
where you said youd always love me, do you not tell the truth at all?
well if i ever cross your mind make sure you write down the times
so i will know the moments i was eating you alive

you are the itch that's on my back
you are the gum under my shoe
you are the horrors of my past
you are the chill that haunts the room
you are the creaking on my steps
you are cancer, you are plague
you are regret, you are disease
i wish that you would go away