Have you ever looked at a photograph and realised that you are looking directly in the face of strangers? It's even worse when you realise that you're in the photograph you're holding, yet you don't recognise the person that you once ware.
Time flies by, that's no secrete. But you're life changes so quickly that sometimes we don't really see it until we take that short break and look back, a week, a month, a year... And then we see it. How things that seemed so irrelevant at the time have changed the course of our lives. Maybe for the better, or the worse.
But are you looking at that photograph and realising that you may never have or you may never feel what you felt that day.
I am.
In some cases, I'm glad. I wasn't always a good person, I haven't always made the right decisions and I'm glad that I've left that side of me behind... I've grown up.
But, at the same time, I wish I could hold on to some memories. I want them to stay with me just a little longer. I feel them slipping away and it saddens me. It saddens me that so many relationships have been ruined with petty fights and I've somehow managed to loose parts of me along the way that I actually would have liked to keep.