you're smiling at me. doing heart by your hands. and the time stops. i should be smiling back. and i did. but it's a past time. now i'm looking at you and i'm still waiting for you to say something, anything, ANYTHING. please, speak to me.. say something.. i miss you, please, speak to me.. i want you to speak, i beg of you.. okay, now, you see what you do to me? it's not normal to talk to the picture. but this little stupid thing in my heart still loves you. it still waits for you to tell somehow that's it's just a stupid joke. and i'd forgive you. i'd do anything. please.. crying while looking at picture, that's not normal too.. you're smiling. i smile back. it's time for me to take another step. and i'm sorry, my tears are on your picture, but i sometimes have to cry about you. it's not my fault that i miss you so fucking much. 

i miss you, irrevocably and unconditionally.