Suffering

Break... I'm about to break (to break!) I need room to breathe... I cannot take this anymore Saying everything i've said before All these words, they make no sense I found bliss in ignorance Less I hear, the less you say But you'll find that out anyway I find the answers aren't so clear Wish i could find a way to disappear All these thoughts, they make no sense I found bliss in ignorance Nothing seems to go away Over and over again Just like before... Everything you say to me And I'm about to break! I need a little room to breathe I'm about to break! Everything you say to me And I'm about to break! I need a little room to breathe And I'm about to break! Break! These are the places where I can't feel Torn from my body, my flesh it heals During this night we can fall apart Waiting alone I can not resist Feeling this hate I have never missed These are the memories The reason to rip off my......face fighting and roaring, and roaring boring Shut up when I'm talking to you! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up when I'm talking to you! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Everything you say to me And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe I'm about to break Everything you say to me And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe I'm about to break Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge, and I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge, and I'm about to break Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge, and I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge, and I'm about to Break! ............................................................................................................................. I watch how the moon sits in the sky On a dark night shining with the light from the sun The sun doesn't give light to the moon Assuming the moon's going to owe it one It makes me think of how you act to me You do favors and then rapidly You just turn around and start asking me about Things you want back from me Pre chorus: I'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger Sick of you acting like I owe you this Find another place to feed your greed While I find a place to rest I want to be in another place I hate when you say you don't understand (You'll see it's not meant to be) I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy A place for my head Maybe someday I'll be just like you, and Step on people like you do and Run away the people I thought I knew I remember back then who you were You used to be calm, used to be strong Used to be generous, but you should've known That you'd wear out your welcome Now you see how quiet it is, all alone Pre chorus Chorus You try to take the best of me Go away Chorus ............................................................................................................................. What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride / from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I / sit here and try to stand it? Or do I / try to catch them red ? handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I can't hold on / when I'm stretched so thin I make the right moves but I'm lost within I put on my daily façade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself [myself] I ask why, but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself I can't hold on To what I want when I'm stretched so thin It's all too much to take in I can't hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in If I Turn my back I'm defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on / then they'll Take from me ?till everything is gone If I let them go I'll be outdone But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer [by myself] How do you think / I've lost so much I'm so afraid / I'm out of touch How do you expect / I will know what to do When all I know / Is what you tell me to Don't you know I can't tell you how to make it go No matter what I do, how hard I try I can't seem to convince myself why I'm stuck on the outside