you trail through this dimension you wanna go beyond
"If you die now how can I then live on
Don't give up, you must live on..."
it's magically come to me
this realization,
like a lightning strike, out of nowhere
at the edge of being asleep and awakened
mental dreams, I have to remember,
hanging somewhere between time and nonexistence
// remember? it was a kind of an escape, from this what the world expected from you, from a sort of obligation (or obligations), and maybe in real life, you're not able to handle all of what you would like to, or maybe it's only something you tell yourself, maybe it's psychosis, or some other clusterfuq... who knows... //