I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.
I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.
And my soul's a sorry state. So come on down, you empty lovers.
I'm just a would've been, could've been, should've been, never was, and never ever will be.
NEVER EVER WILL BE.