It's hard waking up only wanting one thing in life
Knowing full well it's the thing that brings you down.
The pain, the fear...
Trying so hard to drown out the infection from my heart
A disease, her love, her pain...
How do you let go of one thing you know is wrong?
The feelings that remain, memories made between two
Too many clouded judgements of regret still remain
Chance after chance wasted like my love was a toy...