this everything makes me wanna die. i just can't realise what everything means. yeah, it's too hard. the border came so far. eh. you don't even know what you did. how i interpreted your behaviour. maybe you won't even read it. i don't care. i have to be free. i want to be free. what's the sense of my endeavours? i changed so much for you. "it's you, it's you, it's all for you, everything i do..." why can't you be just like me? it would be perfect. but nothing's perfect. it's the reason why it doesn't work. i drown, i drown... i'm falling. i'm falling away from you. o. that's the title of muse's track. maybe it's time to change repertoire. hah, in the end i can't listen to lana to the end of my live.
there's no one who will understand me.