Addicted? But don't look back...

Have I told you how good it feels to be me, when I'm in you? I can only stay clean when you are around. Don't let me fall. If I close my eyes forever, would it ease the pain? Could I breathe again? Maybe I'm addicted, I'm out of control, but you're the drug that keeps me from dying. Maybe I'm a liar, but all I really know is you're the only reason I'm trying. I am wasted away, I made a million mistakes. Am I too late? There is a storm in my head; it rains on my bed when you are not here. I'm not afraid of dying, but I am afraid of losing you. Maybe I'm addicted, I'm out of control, but you're the drug that keeps me from dying. Maybe I'm a liar, but all I really know is you're the only reason I'm trying. When you're lying next to me love is going through to me. Oh it's beautiful. Everything is clear to me 'till I hit reality and I lose it all... You're the only reason, Yeah, you're the only reason I'm trying, Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, Don't want to lose it all, Don't want to lose it all, I'm trying, I'm trying.. I'm trying ... Yeah, you know I'm addicted, You know I'm addicted, Yeah, you know I'm addicted.... *** Maybe we could make it alright We could make it better sometime Maybe we could make it happen baby We could keep trying but things will never change So I don't look back Still I'm dying with every step I take But I don't look back Just a little, little bit better Good enough to waste some time Tell me would it make you happy baby We could keep trying but things will never change So I don't look back Still I'm dying with every step I take But I don't look back We could keep trying but things will never change So I don't look back Still I'm dying with every step I take But I don't look back And it hurts with every heartbeat... *** Dwie bardzo bliskie mi ostatnio piosenki...a raczej ich słowa...u mnie ostatnio nie najlepiej...ale są osoby, które nie pozwalają mi się łamać...jestem twarda i wytrzymam wszystko...damy rade, bo jak nie my, to kto? Dziękuję...:* :[zakochany]