I'm losing sleep over you

Chcę Cię spowrotem. Jako przyjaciela. Proszę.

To be quite honest, I don't even know if I want you back. I mean, yes I want you back as a friend. But I don't think I wouldt get back with you if I had the chance. I'm still not entirely over Jason. It feels like shit because it was this time last year we both liked eachother. It's weird. A year. It still hurts. But not as much. His eyes are so pretty though and his laugh is adorable and his smile is so cute. But I don't think I'd get back with him either, simply because of antonia. I know that will never happen and I know they will be together for a long time and I know I don't ever have a chance with him and I know that he would never leave her or have feelings for me again but I just i don't know. I don't know anymore. I really don't give a fuck anymore about feelings and shit. School is starting in less than a month and that's all I'm gonna concentrate on.

My mum is coming back today. She went away camping for four nights+five days. It's weird. I had Anna, Lisa, Carlinn and Kallum over at mine on Thursday. Ugh I wish it never happened, kinda.